Target

So last night I went with some girl friends to see 'He's just not that into you'. I really wasn't sure I wanted to see the movie but I didn't want to bail so I went anyway.

In the end I wish I hadn't gone. It's not that the movie had a lot of bad parts, it just happened to hit a little to close to home.

The movie is about a bunch of people trying to find love and how you know he (a romantic interest) isn't into you. There is a couple that is married and the guy ends up having an affair and keeps lying to his wife about that and smoking cigarettes. She keeps believing him. It takes a pack of cigarettes falling out of his pocket for her to realize the truth.

I let my ex lie to me (I think for years) until I finally had to face the truth.

Also they say that if a guy doesn't call you then he's not that into you. Well, the only problem I've had with current boyfriend is that he has NEVER called me or even texted. He doesn't even have my phone number in his phone.

I don't believe that he isn't into me. I know he cares even though he hasn't called. He does other things to let me know that.

Anyway it really was just a disturbing movie that upset me over nothing. The first things are in the past and I don't think about them to often and the others are stupid.

Dating

Well, it seems that asking a guy out on a date actually works. (Even though I really thought we were going as just friends)
The guy I asked to the Temple Open House and I are dating.

Yikes!

It is very weird to say I have a boyfriend. And yet it feels so right just doing regular things with him. We like many of the same movies, can play video games together (and I didn't totally suck when we did). He plays the piano (so we can play together), and the violin (though he can't play to often).

I can talk non-stop to him for hours on end.

It's amazing to realize exactly what I missed out on in my first marriage.
I sat next to Ed (that's his name) on Sunday at church and he bore his testimony. I loved hearing it and knowing he has a testimony of the Gospel.

a date

So my family has decided that I've had my first date since my divorce. I asked a friend to go with me to the Draper Temple Open House last week. I really meant for us to go as friends. It was just the two of us and I had a great time. The Temple was so pretty and peaceful. We went to his brother's house afterward and spent a couple of hours. I am really glad I asked him. Unfortunately I forgot my camera to take pictures of us (outside the temple). I'll have to remember that next time.

New Pictures

Mom here are the best pictures. I hope you like one.

Maybe...

I will actually keep working out. (I've done it for two days)
I will keep practicing the piano (also two days)

I can only say maybe to those. I never make New Years resolutions because I've never kept one. So maybe I'll do what I should to be a better me. There are more of them, but these are the two I've started.